Nyeh. Spaikae has been feeling kind of pooey lately ): It's not really important but I struggle to tell my friends when I feel low. I hate the thought of worrying, upsetting or burdening them.

Anyway, now I've let that off my chest - gosh everything is so stressful right now! I thought GCSE's were bad, but this is horrendous. I'm seriously terrified for January. All the exams coming up and gaaaah.

I'm also gutted that we're not really doing anything this year for Christmas. I can understand why, though. To be honest, it doesn't even feel like Christmas at the moment. There's just been this stifling melancholy in the air these past couple of months.

I need to start writing again, that always, always helped. It'd also give me an excuse to use dA :3 I actually have a semi-decent idea but it's still in the works. I could use a little help tweaking it and getting it fine-tuned (not that anyone is actually reading this crap...)

If, on the off chance someone is, I will take requests for short stories (: I miss being able to either pour out my feelings onto the paper or use it as a tool to manipulate them. I'd really appreciate a few starting points.

Life news: I had a wonderful time with on Saturday, have a lot of Maths (ew) and Spanish (yay!) homework to do and may, against my better judgement, be going to see New Moon this weekend.

I'm also looking for a job! I'm applying at the new subway AND starbucks near where I live aha (I love them both!)

Love,
Spaikae!